Hey!
So, I don’t like leaving people wondering or have their suspense kill them inside, so please, allow me to explain starting from the beginning.
It was June 30th, 2014. The same exact day I bought Minecraft- I’ve explain this before, but let me explain again! I had a friend and her name was Kimmy. I remember we were in a Skype call and she was helping me download this wonderful game that I’ve been wanting for several years. I was so excited, I wanted to go on servers that YouTubers went on, but I’m glad I was a very easy convincing guy, because she told me about SkyWars on CubeCraft. I joined the server and I played one game and totally fell in love. So much that I even forgot there were other games available. Within a few months, I made friends. I met my best friend @Willow. Within months she introduced me to many more people in which I still talk to! We eventually had a clan without realizing it. Every afternoon we would all play survival game or just hang in the lobby and talk. Occasionally, I would see a group of moderators enter the lobby and I would say to myself, “Hey.. I want to be just like them. I want people to look up to me and I want to look cool!” And admittedly I was jealous. I literally wanted to be them. A few weeks later, a mutual friend of me and Willow’s got helper. He was one of the very first helpers there was.
At this point, I was literally a watch dog. I looked out for any rule breakers and I was building up an intimidating reputation for myself. I thought I deserved helper. As cocky as I may have sounded, I really did believe that. I applied and within 2 weeks I got a message from the one and only Efcluke94, the heart of every map!! I was given an interview and oh my god, I was so scared. In my mind, Luke was the authority. I was scared of this guy, but I remember everything so clearly. He was eating some crackers while interviewing me and it was great. A few days later- it was December I believe, I was in the survival games lobby and the color of my name suddenly turned pink. My friends were confused because helper was not that common and they’ve never seen it before.
2 weeks went by and here it came. The Chunk merged with CubeCraft. Things didn’t feel the same and I was promoted to a moderator within 2 weeks. Literally. In my mind I totally believed that I would kill the role. I aspired to be the staff members that I looked up to and so.. I did. I was too focused on being the best of the best. I would be with my friends, Foodyling, ModernRevolution and SerketSyndrome. I remember clearly, we would always be playing egg wars and on the side I would secretly do reports. I would always do this and it got to the point where Foody actually made memes about it.
https://imgur.com/gallery/LMcRU
A little over 2 months of being a mod, I got demoted. (How ironic, also on Valentine’s Day) and it was all due to rushing with reports and making mistakes. I was warned over and over and it came to that point where.. they had to let me go. I cried! At the time, this server was my everything! I was in the process of growing up and it all took place on this server. I knew that things wouldn’t be the same with my friends because they were staff members and I wasn’t. But just wait!
I didn’t have anywhere to go and I enjoyed this server too much to just let it go. I continued to do what a normal member did and I reported, helped people out and I built up my reputation in months. I’m not sure how much I’m allowed to say, but somehow :new_moon_with_face: in 2016 of September, I made it back to the team, but as a helper. I was so pumped and so excited to get back to what I loved to do. I was so happy that I had it all back.
In a month, I became a moderator. During this time, I definitely made sure I knew what I was doing. I focused on doing the job correctly more than trying to be the best. I finally did what everyone told me I couldn’t do.. again. During this time, there was a little bit of drama, gossip, love, interaction and actually feeling alive! One of the best years.
June 29, 2017, I was promoted to SrMod. The one rank I wish I had, ever since before I was staff. Just thought I’d also mention, it was 3 days after my birthday, so I’ll consider it a late birthday present, Tacos, even though it had nothing to do with my birthday!- This thread is about being honest and finally opening up, so I will. I felt unworthy of the rank, I really did. At the time, there were other staff members doing so much more and contributing things I knew I would never be able to contribute. I didn’t feel like I deserved it. This was also the time where things went down hill. My friends had left the team and also left me. I felt so lonely. So unmotivated, I was. School had taken up my time and so did other interests- but that’s a totally different thread. From then until now, it’s been lonely. I’ve been missing out on a lot of things and in reality, I became inactive. My work was no longer efficient and I just wasn’t needed anymore.
And now, here we are. Feeling absolutely grateful for everything and having so much honor. For those who read this far and are saying that CubeCraft is ‘falling apart,’ please don’t say that lol. This server did have a low point, but they’re trying to build themselves back up and you guys have to give them a chance. I know how much they’re trying to revamp themselves, but you guys have to meet them half way there. They can’t do it all without you guys. You guys are their main support system and you guys have to get your message across, too, because at the end of the day, you guys are the ones playing the games and donating to the sever.
Another thing, please do me a favor and stop the negativity/controversy. I’m leaving my heart here and I’m hoping this community gets back to being one of the best ones. Have hope for this server and continue supporting it. I’ll be sticking around and seeing what’s up around here.
Last thing, if you guys want to know what plans I have for myself and what I’ll be up to in my future, let me know and I’ll be more than happy to open up and share with you guys!
So, I don’t like leaving people wondering or have their suspense kill them inside, so please, allow me to explain starting from the beginning.
It was June 30th, 2014. The same exact day I bought Minecraft- I’ve explain this before, but let me explain again! I had a friend and her name was Kimmy. I remember we were in a Skype call and she was helping me download this wonderful game that I’ve been wanting for several years. I was so excited, I wanted to go on servers that YouTubers went on, but I’m glad I was a very easy convincing guy, because she told me about SkyWars on CubeCraft. I joined the server and I played one game and totally fell in love. So much that I even forgot there were other games available. Within a few months, I made friends. I met my best friend @Willow. Within months she introduced me to many more people in which I still talk to! We eventually had a clan without realizing it. Every afternoon we would all play survival game or just hang in the lobby and talk. Occasionally, I would see a group of moderators enter the lobby and I would say to myself, “Hey.. I want to be just like them. I want people to look up to me and I want to look cool!” And admittedly I was jealous. I literally wanted to be them. A few weeks later, a mutual friend of me and Willow’s got helper. He was one of the very first helpers there was.
At this point, I was literally a watch dog. I looked out for any rule breakers and I was building up an intimidating reputation for myself. I thought I deserved helper. As cocky as I may have sounded, I really did believe that. I applied and within 2 weeks I got a message from the one and only Efcluke94, the heart of every map!! I was given an interview and oh my god, I was so scared. In my mind, Luke was the authority. I was scared of this guy, but I remember everything so clearly. He was eating some crackers while interviewing me and it was great. A few days later- it was December I believe, I was in the survival games lobby and the color of my name suddenly turned pink. My friends were confused because helper was not that common and they’ve never seen it before.
2 weeks went by and here it came. The Chunk merged with CubeCraft. Things didn’t feel the same and I was promoted to a moderator within 2 weeks. Literally. In my mind I totally believed that I would kill the role. I aspired to be the staff members that I looked up to and so.. I did. I was too focused on being the best of the best. I would be with my friends, Foodyling, ModernRevolution and SerketSyndrome. I remember clearly, we would always be playing egg wars and on the side I would secretly do reports. I would always do this and it got to the point where Foody actually made memes about it.
https://imgur.com/gallery/LMcRU
A little over 2 months of being a mod, I got demoted. (How ironic, also on Valentine’s Day) and it was all due to rushing with reports and making mistakes. I was warned over and over and it came to that point where.. they had to let me go. I cried! At the time, this server was my everything! I was in the process of growing up and it all took place on this server. I knew that things wouldn’t be the same with my friends because they were staff members and I wasn’t. But just wait!
I didn’t have anywhere to go and I enjoyed this server too much to just let it go. I continued to do what a normal member did and I reported, helped people out and I built up my reputation in months. I’m not sure how much I’m allowed to say, but somehow :new_moon_with_face: in 2016 of September, I made it back to the team, but as a helper. I was so pumped and so excited to get back to what I loved to do. I was so happy that I had it all back.
In a month, I became a moderator. During this time, I definitely made sure I knew what I was doing. I focused on doing the job correctly more than trying to be the best. I finally did what everyone told me I couldn’t do.. again. During this time, there was a little bit of drama, gossip, love, interaction and actually feeling alive! One of the best years.
June 29, 2017, I was promoted to SrMod. The one rank I wish I had, ever since before I was staff. Just thought I’d also mention, it was 3 days after my birthday, so I’ll consider it a late birthday present, Tacos, even though it had nothing to do with my birthday!- This thread is about being honest and finally opening up, so I will. I felt unworthy of the rank, I really did. At the time, there were other staff members doing so much more and contributing things I knew I would never be able to contribute. I didn’t feel like I deserved it. This was also the time where things went down hill. My friends had left the team and also left me. I felt so lonely. So unmotivated, I was. School had taken up my time and so did other interests- but that’s a totally different thread. From then until now, it’s been lonely. I’ve been missing out on a lot of things and in reality, I became inactive. My work was no longer efficient and I just wasn’t needed anymore.
And now, here we are. Feeling absolutely grateful for everything and having so much honor. For those who read this far and are saying that CubeCraft is ‘falling apart,’ please don’t say that lol. This server did have a low point, but they’re trying to build themselves back up and you guys have to give them a chance. I know how much they’re trying to revamp themselves, but you guys have to meet them half way there. They can’t do it all without you guys. You guys are their main support system and you guys have to get your message across, too, because at the end of the day, you guys are the ones playing the games and donating to the sever.
Another thing, please do me a favor and stop the negativity/controversy. I’m leaving my heart here and I’m hoping this community gets back to being one of the best ones. Have hope for this server and continue supporting it. I’ll be sticking around and seeing what’s up around here.
Last thing, if you guys want to know what plans I have for myself and what I’ll be up to in my future, let me know and I’ll be more than happy to open up and share with you guys!
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