First of all, becoming a staff member isn't as easy as you think it is. You say this is your dream job, but mods/admins do not get any money for doing this, so it wouldn't be considered a job. (A regular activity performed in exchange for payment, especially as one's trade,occupation,or profession; definition of job from the Free Dictionary) Anyways, by asking for staff, your chances of gaining a staff position will significantly get lower.
I believe that it's you're personality that was the problem. I don't mean to be attacking you or anything, but you showing kiddish acting and causing trouble over the forums are huge problems. You getting mad about how you aren't a staff member is also another show of how immature you truly are. For example,(I don't mean to boast or anything) I was on this server from when it was around 30 players. I played everyday normally just having fun on the server, talking to people and after 2years of playing without change I was promoted to staff. (This time there were no ccg forums or anything) I wasn't the most proper or mature child on the server, but I never caused trouble intentionally :p (I broke the PvP server once by attempting to spawn a mob before horses were added) So my point is, that you need to act more maturely over the forums and at least fix some of your grammar when posting things because until I read your post above, I had an image that you couldn't talk normally. (sorry, no offense)
So, about this. Do you really think you saying this would make you helper? So lets say you have a server and someone says I'm going to leave because I'm not staff. Would you promote that player? I don't think so. You aren't the only player that has contributed to this sever and there are many other players that help out this server, without getting any notice. If you truly believe you deserve the Helper rank, I suggest you start acting more maturely and stop creating posts from emotions.