Sorry, but I just can’t find a reason to go on.

[Enchie]

Good day/night to you all.

Unfortunately, even after the advice that you all gave me about two months ago, I am too pathetic to lift myself off the ground. I am just as worthless as ever.

I don’t see a reason to go on. At this point, I feel enraged and incensed, at myself at others. At this point I am a horrible sludge pile of distorted hate, bitterness and grief. You would call this toxicity, and I already have no friends so if I continue as I am everyone will just hate me.

Other players are mocking me more and more, and I feel worse and worse. Even the new players that have been playing for less than a week get better treatment than me. Why should I struggle for an impossible goal that I am too worthless to achieve? Why shouldn’t I listen to the dozens of people telling me to give up?

I’m just going to keep failing and failing. Nothing I do is productive, everything I do results in failure. I just come here in the pitiful hope that people will like me, and nobody has or will. Anon scum like me deserve nothing.

So I am going to leave the forums, discord and server for the foreseeable future. I have no purpose here and I never will. I just exist to be easy kill fodder.

I apologise for wasting your time. Sorry for ever being here.

-Enchie

 

[TheTruth]

I haven't seen anything from you so I don't know how you are a horrible sludge pile of distorted hate, but a lot of people here are sheep and don't think for themselvs it's a known fact.. You can't just leave because a bunch of sheep tell you what to do.