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I've been uploading videos since the end of last year. And my main aim is to do eggwars because I'm quite good at it. And I have to say that if you're starting a youtube channel don't even tell your best friends or the one's you trust the most; because I did and somehow it must of slipped through their lips and then this arsehole found out about it and told nearly everyone. Lucky though since I wasn't happy in the first place in that highschool I moved to another one (by the time they found out I wasn't at that highschool) I wasn't ridiculized at sight. Though I fear that everyone knows each other and the other school is only 25 min away from the one I go to so I don't know if I should shut it down. Because lets be honest, minecraft has slowly turned into a game that if you're older than 9 then you immediatly get critisized and not just that, being a youtuber is a self-bullying-destruction-machine that if someone finds out that you are one then you're screwed especially being at a highschool and with hardly any subs. So pls tell me what you think I should do; Should I delete my channel? Private all my videos for some time and continue maybe in like 4 years when I'm out of all this highschool bullshit?
PS: I'm basically screwed up and all of those bottled-up feelings I try to ignore by playing video games, and getting nice feedback on my hours of work that I spend on editing and trying to get a good video uploaded.
So please tell what you think I should do.
I've been uploading videos since the end of last year. And my main aim is to do eggwars because I'm quite good at it. And I have to say that if you're starting a youtube channel don't even tell your best friends or the one's you trust the most; because I did and somehow it must of slipped through their lips and then this arsehole found out about it and told nearly everyone. Lucky though since I wasn't happy in the first place in that highschool I moved to another one (by the time they found out I wasn't at that highschool) I wasn't ridiculized at sight. Though I fear that everyone knows each other and the other school is only 25 min away from the one I go to so I don't know if I should shut it down. Because lets be honest, minecraft has slowly turned into a game that if you're older than 9 then you immediatly get critisized and not just that, being a youtuber is a self-bullying-destruction-machine that if someone finds out that you are one then you're screwed especially being at a highschool and with hardly any subs. So pls tell me what you think I should do; Should I delete my channel? Private all my videos for some time and continue maybe in like 4 years when I'm out of all this highschool bullshit?
PS: I'm basically screwed up and all of those bottled-up feelings I try to ignore by playing video games, and getting nice feedback on my hours of work that I spend on editing and trying to get a good video uploaded.
So please tell what you think I should do.