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Let go of what? My dignity? Already have.

Ahh, good. Let it go.

I guess that means I can follow my dream of selling CD's of "The Peanut Experience" concert. I can do this thanks to you, obsessed Frozen fan named Awen who goes by the name Aimee! I thank you.

Waitwaitwaitasecond how do you know my name? :o

Its been posted so many times on the forums that I don't even know what to think anymore.

D; At least I'm not as paranoid as I used to be then..

This is true. Not sure how paranoid you were, but I'm just happy its not paranoid enough to hunt me down and kill me in my sleep before I reveal your identity to the entire internet. Call me crazy, but it just doesn't sound very appealing to me. ;)

It was like, PPD paranoid..

(Hint: Google helps in not sounding dumb)

I was never paranoid to the point of mistrusting everyone, but even to today I always find myself, well, I guess mistrusting people... I really don't think that I'm PPD, but it sure fits whatever it is I do...

I used to feel like the whole world was out for me and that every little thing I said would be used against me. I felt like whatever I said on the internet would be used to track me down and kill me. I literally never told anybody my name until like four months ago because I thought that I would be tracked down using only my name and killed in my sleep.

I couldn't stand dark rooms because I always thought somebody was behind me preparing to kill me. I always felt like I was being watched and judged all the time. I had to attempt to explain everything I did in an attempt to be classed as socially acceptable.

I always felt like whenever I couldn't hear what people were saying, they were talking about me. I didn't like missing school days in case a rumour or something was said against me and spread around the school when I wasn't there. I felt like the whole world was lying to me.

For example, if it was an own clothes day I felt like my friends were telling me it was an own clothes day and pretending it was an own clothes day so that I came in my own clothes and was laughed at.. So yeah..

(I kept getting over 420 character error)

And I just realised my real life friends stalk my profile occasionally.. I still have extreme trust issues in real life but I'll just talk about it without caring on the internet.. Not mainly about PPD but usually about current mind messed up ness.. I'll probably end up deleting all this in case my friends read it FYI.

I felt the exact same about everything except your first point about the internet. I feel relatively safe on here, because I never give out enough information for someone to actually figure out anything really important about me. Actually I have, but I either only took sections or scrambled the words (for fun, a sort of risky game I guess)

Pretty much the only thing anybody can find out about me on here, (unless they are freakin geniuses in which case, they could actually find out my real name, one of those games I was talking about) is what kind of activities I like doing such as playing Minecraft or basketball.

I put way too much information about me.. Wayyyy too much.. I've told so so many people stuff that I still haven't told people in real life..

I guess over the years I have too. But that's the beauty of the internet! You can say just about anything you want with minimal repercussions.