_The13thDoctor_
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Hey guys. I wanted to take time to write a pretty long post about a lot of stuff that's been going on recently and to explain some stuff.
So basically around beginning new years I decided to leave Cube because I was frustrated with some people and I wasn't really interested in playing that much. But after some time apart I couldn't stay away. No matter what happened I was still attached to this place and I love it here. I admit, I completely overreacted and I acted like a jerk then and before. I apologized for all of that. I know quite a few of you still dislike me and I get that. You have a good reason to. I have decided recently I will continue playing Cubecraft and Minecraft because honestly I got nothing better to do and it's really fun. I'm also writing this because I wanted to say sorry for anything wrong I have done to anyone here in the past. I'm trying to fix all that. I'm trying to change and be better about all that. Basically recently I have been pretty upset as home life is not ideal as I would like. School has been so demanding along with work it eats up most my time and it makes me miserable. A friend of mine committed suicide and a family member has cut off all communication and is in an unknown place. On top of all that within recent time, I have been in and out cycles of general sadness. I have also been experiencing many strong panic attacks and I have been having heart palpitations for a while now all because of a heart issue that returned. As of recently, I discovered my great aunt is dying and I can't see her or even speak to her. I feel like this place though helps me escape from all that and enjoy one thing I'm good at. Gaming. Right now I'm feeling better and I'm out of my funk, but I hope all of you can forgive me and if not then it's fine. I understand. But don't go harassing me or bullying me because it's not worth it and if you try it will cause problems. That's the last thing anyone wants's right now.
Again, I'm sorry I was a complete jerk now and back a long time ago. I'm sorry I left because I was mad. I'm trying to change myself and be better about all of this.
Have a good day everyone.
So basically around beginning new years I decided to leave Cube because I was frustrated with some people and I wasn't really interested in playing that much. But after some time apart I couldn't stay away. No matter what happened I was still attached to this place and I love it here. I admit, I completely overreacted and I acted like a jerk then and before. I apologized for all of that. I know quite a few of you still dislike me and I get that. You have a good reason to. I have decided recently I will continue playing Cubecraft and Minecraft because honestly I got nothing better to do and it's really fun. I'm also writing this because I wanted to say sorry for anything wrong I have done to anyone here in the past. I'm trying to fix all that. I'm trying to change and be better about all that. Basically recently I have been pretty upset as home life is not ideal as I would like. School has been so demanding along with work it eats up most my time and it makes me miserable. A friend of mine committed suicide and a family member has cut off all communication and is in an unknown place. On top of all that within recent time, I have been in and out cycles of general sadness. I have also been experiencing many strong panic attacks and I have been having heart palpitations for a while now all because of a heart issue that returned. As of recently, I discovered my great aunt is dying and I can't see her or even speak to her. I feel like this place though helps me escape from all that and enjoy one thing I'm good at. Gaming. Right now I'm feeling better and I'm out of my funk, but I hope all of you can forgive me and if not then it's fine. I understand. But don't go harassing me or bullying me because it's not worth it and if you try it will cause problems. That's the last thing anyone wants's right now.
Again, I'm sorry I was a complete jerk now and back a long time ago. I'm sorry I left because I was mad. I'm trying to change myself and be better about all of this.
Have a good day everyone.
