A really valuable quote I learned from this:
"You cannot now believe that you will ever feel better. But this is not true. You are sure to be happy again. Knowing this, truly believing it, will make you less miserable now." - Abraham Lincoln
It's finally time to move on. :)
I reached out to someone out of desperation, talked my heart out and was able to get help for my deepest issues. The hardest part of moving on was me having had lost hope.
Night, I've known you for some years now and know you're a wonderful friend who does all to cheer up your friends as well and you've helped me when I was at my worst. I hope everything gets better for you and know that I am here for you and all others you have helped or just cheered up. Much love man